My husband has panic attacks. He hates being in a room full of people. We are so opposite, I feel right at home in a crowd.
He thinks I was wrong to put stuff in my blog about my sister for the "whole world" to see. I think that if I don't blog I will surely lose my mind.
What can you do to change a situation if you have apologized and the person refuses to talk to you?
Nothing I suppose.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Back to work
I went back to work today. What a loooooooooooong day!! It took forever for 4:30 to get here.
I got to thinking about my sister today. Some days I miss talking to her. I am still angry that she snooped and found my blog. And I feel like she blew what I said out of proportion.
Maybe it is just hormones.
I got to thinking about my sister today. Some days I miss talking to her. I am still angry that she snooped and found my blog. And I feel like she blew what I said out of proportion.
Maybe it is just hormones.
Monday, August 10, 2009
Our trip
So we ended up going to Durant Oklahoma to the Choctaw Resort. Hubs and I gambled a bit but I never go in there thinking I am going to win a ton. Which I didn't. And I only took $40, but I walked out with $28. I spent some of that on Sara a bracelet, hubs a ring, and myself a magnet with Choctaw Casino on it.
The kids and I loved the pool. In the top one, you can see a big ol' slide that TC and Sara went down eleventy billion times!! My Mom drove down and visited and we swam for a while. All in all it was a nice time and if we hadn't had to have a/c repairs (which we got SCREWED on) we could have stayed another night. Oh well, we still got to go and that is what matters.
TC keeps asking, "Can I go back to Hokahoma?" LOL
Thursday, August 6, 2009
To Bina
Did you get my blog invite for my new blog??
I didn't actually delete my Living in TX blog, I just set it to where only I can read it.
I wanted to go back and see when I wrote that stuff about my sister. It was 9 damn months ago!
Send me your e mail if you didn't get the invite!
butterflylady97@yahoo.com
Love ya!!
Mean it!!
I didn't actually delete my Living in TX blog, I just set it to where only I can read it.
I wanted to go back and see when I wrote that stuff about my sister. It was 9 damn months ago!
Send me your e mail if you didn't get the invite!
butterflylady97@yahoo.com
Love ya!!
Mean it!!
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
How
my sister Monica has read my autism blog for over a year. She never found my profile page and she never found my Living in TX blog. I mentioned on Facebook that I blogged about something at work so I guess she got nosey and dug til' she found it. She read it for over 3 hours without my knowledge. When I called her last night, she started screaming at me and told me she can't talk to me since I want to slap the shit out of her!
I have written things on there about her and it was a vent. I am like that, I get pissed, I vent, I get over it.
My fault for not making my TX blog private.
I apologized over and over and told her it was a private blog and that when I wrote those things, we were not getting along.
She says she feels betrayed and I am wrong for blogging about her to complete strangers and all of my blog friends called her crazy!
I asked would she rather me blog to people we know??
We were messaging on Facebook.
I apologized no less than 30 times and she won't talk to me and I understand she is hurt. But I can't do anything about it really.
I have to move on.
She put on her Facebook today that "she is sad because people choose not to have a relationship with the Lord."
I sent her a message and told her not to presume what my relationship with God is, that is between me and him!
You know I am sorry for saying some of the things I said, but I am not sorry because that is how I felt at the time. And if I did not blog, I would surely lose my damn mind.
I have written things on there about her and it was a vent. I am like that, I get pissed, I vent, I get over it.
My fault for not making my TX blog private.
I apologized over and over and told her it was a private blog and that when I wrote those things, we were not getting along.
She says she feels betrayed and I am wrong for blogging about her to complete strangers and all of my blog friends called her crazy!
I asked would she rather me blog to people we know??
We were messaging on Facebook.
I apologized no less than 30 times and she won't talk to me and I understand she is hurt. But I can't do anything about it really.
I have to move on.
She put on her Facebook today that "she is sad because people choose not to have a relationship with the Lord."
I sent her a message and told her not to presume what my relationship with God is, that is between me and him!
You know I am sorry for saying some of the things I said, but I am not sorry because that is how I felt at the time. And if I did not blog, I would surely lose my damn mind.
Monday, August 3, 2009
My other blog
I have deleted my Living Life in Tx blog. My sister found it. Of course I said stuff about her and she was PISSED....not good. I never dreamed she would find it.
Rockin' blogger award and 10 things
Just Jen tagged me for this. She gave me an award too!
Thanks Jen.
I am supposed to list 10 things about myself that none of my readers know.
1. I fart A LOT.
2. I think I suffer from OCD, I hate it when things are on the floor. It drives me bonkers. I clean up the breakroom at work because stuff on the floors and counters bugs me.
3. Before I married Hubs, I drank every weekend. Now one drink knocks me on my ass.
4. I try to parent firm but understanding because I had the firm parenting growing up, but not the understanding one.
5. I am smart, but I have to work at it in college.
6. I can't stand when people ignore their kids. I know, we all do it at one time or another. But in public, when your kid is SCREAMING "Mom, Mom, Mom" eleventy billion times, answer the little bugger!
7. I get pissed when I see someone living in a nicer house, driving a nicer car, and wearing nicer clothes than me, with 4 or 5 kids and using food stamps. DAMN! I want free food too!! And I want to stay home and have a bunch of kids. (Not really, just sayin')
8. I hate when someone wears dirty shoes or when their kid does. I am not talking about a little dirt from the playground, I am talking about when white shoes are BLACK and nobody bothers to wash them off with a little windex or mean green and a paper towel.
9. I hate wiping. I think it is a disgusting human function, therefore I hate poop and pee. It is just gross. And periods, all that leaking. Eww...'nuf said.
10. I really can't deal with people sneaking up behind me. Due to something in my past, when this happens I get really, really mad and sometimes when it scares me, I cry.
That's it.
Since I only have 9 followers, feel free to do this one if you want.
PS My hubby found my living in tx blog. He was laughing his ass off and I went in the bedroom and he was reading it. I took my laptop away from him WITH THE QUICKNESS! Damn it!
Thanks Jen.
I am supposed to list 10 things about myself that none of my readers know.
1. I fart A LOT.
2. I think I suffer from OCD, I hate it when things are on the floor. It drives me bonkers. I clean up the breakroom at work because stuff on the floors and counters bugs me.
3. Before I married Hubs, I drank every weekend. Now one drink knocks me on my ass.
4. I try to parent firm but understanding because I had the firm parenting growing up, but not the understanding one.
5. I am smart, but I have to work at it in college.
6. I can't stand when people ignore their kids. I know, we all do it at one time or another. But in public, when your kid is SCREAMING "Mom, Mom, Mom" eleventy billion times, answer the little bugger!
7. I get pissed when I see someone living in a nicer house, driving a nicer car, and wearing nicer clothes than me, with 4 or 5 kids and using food stamps. DAMN! I want free food too!! And I want to stay home and have a bunch of kids. (Not really, just sayin')
8. I hate when someone wears dirty shoes or when their kid does. I am not talking about a little dirt from the playground, I am talking about when white shoes are BLACK and nobody bothers to wash them off with a little windex or mean green and a paper towel.
9. I hate wiping. I think it is a disgusting human function, therefore I hate poop and pee. It is just gross. And periods, all that leaking. Eww...'nuf said.
10. I really can't deal with people sneaking up behind me. Due to something in my past, when this happens I get really, really mad and sometimes when it scares me, I cry.
That's it.
Since I only have 9 followers, feel free to do this one if you want.
PS My hubby found my living in tx blog. He was laughing his ass off and I went in the bedroom and he was reading it. I took my laptop away from him WITH THE QUICKNESS! Damn it!
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