How

my sister Monica has read my autism blog for over a year. She never found my profile page and she never found my Living in TX blog. I mentioned on Facebook that I blogged about something at work so I guess she got nosey and dug til' she found it. She read it for over 3 hours without my knowledge. When I called her last night, she started screaming at me and told me she can't talk to me since I want to slap the shit out of her!

I have written things on there about her and it was a vent. I am like that, I get pissed, I vent, I get over it.

My fault for not making my TX blog private.

I apologized over and over and told her it was a private blog and that when I wrote those things, we were not getting along.

She says she feels betrayed and I am wrong for blogging about her to complete strangers and all of my blog friends called her crazy!

I asked would she rather me blog to people we know??

We were messaging on Facebook.

I apologized no less than 30 times and she won't talk to me and I understand she is hurt. But I can't do anything about it really.

I have to move on.

She put on her Facebook today that "she is sad because people choose not to have a relationship with the Lord."

I sent her a message and told her not to presume what my relationship with God is, that is between me and him!

You know I am sorry for saying some of the things I said, but I am not sorry because that is how I felt at the time. And if I did not blog, I would surely lose my damn mind.